My fellow readers,
could it be possible that Humbert’s obsession has become one of mine? I’ve been
so obsessed with the book that I’ve even met Lolita and Humbert in my dreams.
It was amazing, without a doubt. Lolita! Oh Lolita! Ever since she left to Camp
Q she’s been missing. I’ve missed her for the last 7 first chapters I started
with. Humbert and Charlotte or as I should call them now, The Humberts were the
main attention. Humbert is incredibly stupid sometimes, but that’s what they
say about love… it makes you stupid. He agreed to marry Lolita’s mother to be
closer to Lolita, I know, a little too much for me. But I understand him,
everything was so fast and losing Lolita was way worse than marrying the big
Haze woman. I adored how he observed Charlotte and how he compared every move
with Lolita’s moves. I must say Humbert is a stupid man, a crazy man, but he is
in love and that’s why I understand him. I like that he’s so aficionate and
proposed. But everything falls when Charlotte finds his journal. Now I
must say he’s a lucky man, I don’t know how and I don’t know why, but his plan
turned more than better with the big Haze out of the picture.
I must admit I
was a bit angry at Humbert, for acting so normal after Charlotte died. But I
guess he never cared at all. Lolita on the other hand was part of these chapters
right in the final moments. But I've been able to answer my previous questions,
Lolita isn't innocent at all. She's special without any doubt. She keeps
playing around with Humbert’s feelings and emotions, she changed completely. It’s
funny sometimes but it bothers me her childish behavior, but then I wake up and
realize: God! She’s a child! And I’m thinking like this because Humbert has made
me think of Lolita as she’s a woman. I feel confused because sometimes I want
myself wanting this relationship between Humbert and Lolita and I feel bad for
him for the way Lolita’s playing around. It’s amazing how I started wanting to
talk and to get to know Lolita as if I was her friend, but right now I find
myself trying to understand Humbert more than Lolita. Anyways, Lolita has
changed. She’s no longer that little nymphet for me, she’s showing me her true
colors right now and I’m still arguing with myself If I like them or not.
I must admit I
was a bit angry at Humbert, for acting so normal after Charlotte died. But I
guess he never cared at all. Lolita on the other hand was part of these chapters
right in the final moments. But I've been able to answer my previous questions,
Lolita isn't innocent at all. She's special without any doubt. She keeps
playing around with Humbert’s feelings and emotions, she changed completely. It’s
funny sometimes but it bothers me her childish behavior, but then I wake up and
realize: God! She’s a child! And I’m thinking like this because Humbert has made
me think of Lolita as she’s a woman. I feel confused because sometimes I want
myself wanting this relationship between Humbert and Lolita and I feel bad for
him for the way Lolita’s playing around. It’s amazing how I started wanting to
talk and to get to know Lolita as if I was her friend, but right now I find
myself trying to understand Humbert more than Lolita. Anyways, Lolita has
changed. She’s no longer that little nymphet for me, she’s showing me her true
colors right now and I’m still arguing with myself If I like them or not.
Don't stop obsessing about lolita, don't ever stop thinking about her! i myself am wondering in her lovely world, finished lolita a week ago, watched her movies and i'm now reading lo's diary. if you really want to know more about this girl you need to read this book!!! her thoughts are beautiful and she writes them down without the corrupt obsessions humbert had for her. also listen to lana del frey's lolita (the album version is the best) and to lolita sang by the veronicas! i'd love to read more about your perspective about this girl! please continue writing about her
ResponderEliminarI honestly think Humbert's not insane. It would be different if Lolita acted like a child.. like playing with dolls and sucking her thumb, but she is aware of the power she has over him. I love her, but more, I feel him so close to me. It's weird, I know..
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